Desire Part 1

 My name is Preetam. this story starts when I was 14 years old. That is when I learned about cross dressing. I was very fair and slim. In my family it was me, my mom and my big sister. My father died when I was 8 yrs. He made a good fortune a big house and multi crores in account. My mom used to work as a manager in an MNC company and my sister was 3 class ahead of me.
When ever I was alone I used to crossdresser in my sister and mom's cloths. A year later I got a desire to be a girl permanently. One day when I was browsing internet I read that how boys can convert to a girl by taking estrogen tablets, but it was difficult for me to get that directly. Then I found reading that anti pregnancy pills contains estrogen. I got an idea I had a friend whose family business was distribution of medicine and he used to sit some time in godown when his father was out of town. I found the correct opportunity and gave him a call and asked him to meet. He told me he was in his godown. I went there and asked for party. He asked me to sit in the godown and went to get some samosas.
Once he was out I started looking around and found the pills I immediately picked a box and places it in my bag. I stayed there for an hour and came home. When I opened the box it was a supply of 4 years with 4.5 years of validity.
I started taking 1 pill every day. Days went by I clears my 10 board. After taking medicine for 2 years i could see few changes. I had no body or facial hair, my skin was soft my hair grow well like girls i kept it till my shoulder my voice was not still broken and I got b size boobs. In next one year i crossdressered a lot as my sister and mom were always out, they went in the morning and came in the evening. I started wearing bra of my sister and crossdressered in different dresses but my favourite was saree. My boobs were now growing fast and I was now at C cub. It was getting difficult to hide them in school, hence I thought of telling my mom. I went to my mom and said her that my chest is paining a lot. She asked me to open my shirt and by seeing my breasts she was shocked. She immediately took me to doctor. Doctor asked to do some test. I know this could happen so from last one week I stopped taking pills so that no trace of pills can be found. Test report came and we went to doctor, she checked the report and told my mom that your son has 80% female harmones and his body has stopped producing male harmones and hence all this. Mom asked for the treatment. Doctor said. Anything we try may harm the body. It would be better you except the way it is. 

 My mom and sister were very said for few days and I also portrayed the same but inside I was very happy. Doctor has asked my mother to make me wear bra. Once while coming from office my mom brought few pairs of bra with her for me and asked me to wear them to avoid chest pain. I showed that how said I was and said no, but inside I was very happy and wear it right away as it was my first bra that I will own. After hearing my no, mom said beside me kept her hand on my head and said beta if you don't wear this your pain will increase and also your chest size. I agreed showing tears in my eyes, my mom took me to my room and asked me to remove my shirt and helped me wear the bra and wore my shirt above it. That night I just slept in my bra and undies, which I weared the cut once to look femine.
Days passed by, i cleared my 12th board before all this and my mother made decision that I would now take admission in college and do my graduation externally. By now I had my hair had grown till mid back breast has grown which i felt as my Bra was tight and my hips have widen a little bit. After about six months one day when after bath in the morning I was trying to wear my clothes I was not able to get into my undies or pajama. I told this to my mom. It was a Saturday so my mom and sister both were at home. My mom bought a measurement tap and took my body measurements. First my breast it turned out to be 36D then my waist which was 28 and then my hips which turned out to be 34. Then mom asked my sister to go and get one of her salwar kamiz and once we all are ready we will go to mall to buy some cloths.
I was very happy. My sister bought a beautiful green salwar kamiz of her and my mom asked me to wear that and went to their rooms to get ready. I wore the salwar kamiz immediately and looked my self in the mirror, it was looking good on me, but was tight on the breast and hips. I came down to the hall and waited for my mom and sister. After half an hour they came. My sister looked at me and said you are looking good but few things are missing. My mom said yes we need to do few things or it will look odd. Then they tooknme to my sister's room. There they did my make-up, applied foundation, the mascara eye liner. Once that was down then my mom bought two gold bangles and put that in my hand. And my sister put a ladies watches. The my sister combed my hair and made a braid and said now you look perfect. I looked myself in the mirror and was amazed. I used to crossdressed but never looked like this. 

We went to the mall and we first went to Shop for inners. My mom asked the salesgirl for some bras and panty of my size. She showed us some and then mom asked me to try. I went to the changing room and my sister came with me to assist. I was so happy on my first bra shopping. I tried few of them and we purchased 7 pairs. Then we went to buy some dresses. My mom and sister picked some ladies tops, jeans and skirts. I tried almost 30 different clothes with my mom and sister bringing clothes one after another. We purchased many clothes. Then my sister also brought some night dresses for me which we till thighs. Then my sister said let's go to parlour as my sister wanted to get some things done. We went there and my sister wanted to get haircut. The parlour lady looked at me and said to my mom I think your other daughter also need haircut. My mother looked at me and in the fear of getting caught she said yes. The parlour lady one after another keep on adding things and asked my mother to which my mother noded yes. She did my hair trim, then facial, medicure- padicure, body waxing and more. Then once we were done she said to my mom, ma'am I think your daughter also need her ear pierced and she pierced my ears and added a ring. We finally reached home my mom asked me to change and wear the night dress.