The Fault in our stars-Part 1

 The Fault in our stars-Part 1

My name is Rohit. I am an Portfolio Manager, i work in big investment bank managing our customers investments. My Parents dies few years back. I got married to a beautiful women named Rena. She was also an orphan like me and we both were the only family we had. Talking about my physic I am 5.6" tall, fair skin, slim and had long hair till mid back which i didn't cut for a long while as I was afraid of going to barbar due to my medicine condition. I have breast and didn't wanted anyone to know about it. Rena knew this before marriage and she was ok with it. While have sex she would always play with them giving me instant hardon. Soon we were expecting baby. We were very happy with our life's but one day Rena collapsed, I took her to our usual doctor, she did some test and told us that Rena heart condition and Rena can't take this pregnancy it is too risky for her and she must do the abortion. We went home and cried a lot. I tried convinced Rena to abort but she didn't agree.
Next day we went to doctor and Rena told her decision. Doctor told that she might not survive but she don't agree then doctor told there is an alternative way. I told doctor why didn't he tell us earlier. She said it is not the usual solution. She said look Rohit i have seem your earlier report your estrogen levels are very high and there is a possibility that you might have both male and female organ in your body we will have to do a scan to confirm it. If it is confirmed we can transfer Rena's Pregnancy to your womb and you can deliver the baby. I agreed instantly. The scan results came but it was positive. Doctor told we can do the surgery tomorrow itself, but she told me that to keep the baby we will have to remove your male genitals and penis. Rena and I looked at each other and I said yes. Rena was very happy. Next we had the operation. It was successful, but Rena had an heart failure on operation table and she was no more. 

Hearing the news I went into depression. Have not eaten anything for last two days nor have sleeped. Seeing my condition doctor came to my room with some food and said Rohit I promised Rena that I will not tell this to you but looking to your condition right now I think i have to. The days before we talked about this operation Rena had called me and asked for the alternative as she knew her baby wouldn't survive like this with her. So i told her the option but also told her there is only 90% chance that she might survive. She was ok with it and wanted in any case her baby should survive with or without her. She asked me talk to you and convince you and never tell this to you. Now as she is no longer with us I think you should consider this as her last wise to bring her baby to this world. If you keep going like this i am afraid your baby might not survive and Rena's Sacrifice won't go waste. Hearing her words i stopped my cry, wiped my tears and ate the food and promised to myself no matter what ever happens I will get our baby to this world.  I returned from the hospital after two weeks. Now I was carrying two months baby in my womb. Doctor have give me a list of do's and don'ts. When I returned home I went to take a bath. After taking the bath when I came out remove the towel and saw myself in the mirror I was unable to recognise myself. Yes my doctor have told me that there will a lot of changes happening to my body but I don't expect this to be in just 15 days. Now My hair has come below my mid back, All the hair on my body and face except my head and eyebrows have disappeared, my skin is glowing, my hips are little wider, my breast looks to be bigger now, I don't have a penis any longer but a working vargina and small but visible baby bump.  In next few days I tried to get my life in order. I quit my job. I had good savings and insurance money so i started investment for myself in stock market and earning 10000 a day. A month gone money wise I as all good but I was struggling with my daily life this like cleaning, cooking and managing with my changing body. I didn't got out since I came back from hospital other then going for my routine checkup as I was little afraid.  

One fine day I hear a know in my door. When I went to check I saw a lady of my age wearing green saree tying a hairbun with some sindoor in middle partition of her hair and mangalsutra on her neck. She introduced herself and said hi my name is Neha I am your new neighbour just shifted yesterday. I welcomed her inside. We sat on the sofa. She asked me how many months I said 3 months. She told me that she is staying alone as her husband has to go to US for office work for a year. She asked me my name and said why are you wearing such clothes you shouldn't be wearing pants in such a condition. She thought I was a woman but it was not her fault. I explained her my situation she started crying and hugged me. She said you need not worry I am there for you now and I will take care of you. from now on you are my friend Reema. Then we chatted for sometime and went home. She came in the evening with dinner. I thanked her and we sat to have the meal. While eating I told her it has been days since I have eaten such a food and how I was struggling for daily things. She told me don't worry I am hear now I will take care of everything I cried and hugged her.